tired to b another ppl...

I noe tat u really love her..
so i choose leaving u..
bt...
i too luv u b4...so i can't forget u..
bt nw...i ned to learn tat hw to forget d feel tat luv u..
n jz c u as fren...
i nt the little girl u noe b4 dy..
i dy change..
till my self also dun noe tat hu i am..
n nw i try to find bac my self...
i dun wan 2b the ppl tat i dun noe dy...
i feel very tired...
i tired to think...
tat tis road is correct o nt...
i jz wan to rest...
i jz wan to cry inside my heart...
every time i think tat...
i muz always smile....
i muz always b happy...
n no ned to care abot what was happend to me...
bt in my heart...i noe...i was tired to do tis all thing...
i hope someone can understand me...
i wan someone listen to me...
i dun wan ppl forget me...
bt..at last...i was alone...
no hu r real wan listen to me...
no hu r real wan to noe more abot me...
they jz wan noe more abot d ppl i dun noe inside of me...
i feel tired...
my fren also always forget bot me...
i was sad,every time they forget me...
when they hv anything ned me to help...
i try my best to help them...
bt at last...
hu r d one hu real stand beside of me n care bot me?
i jz can tell..'no one'..
infront of my fren..
i was a crazy,happy,some time gt something wrong of mind....
bt at d bac...hu will noe tat...
i am lonely,sad,tired to think any thing n jz wan to hv a rest...
they dun noe...
bcos i din tell them b4....
bt i noe..if tell also will same....
ya..mayb they will care bot u 4 some day...
bt after some day...
all will change bac to b same as b4...
then...y i wan to tell?
jz bcos of their some day care?
say real...if really wan me tell...
i will say..'no thks'...
'i no ned their care..'
'i dun wan they worry bot me..'
so,wat u will think?
i am a weird peo?
o...
i am something wrong v my mind?
mayb...bcos my self also think bot tat...
such a weird peo...
haha.....
bt i really tired dy...
jz wan to hv a rest....